party at my house

I’ve been having dreams about the x and sex. Not always sex with him, but he’s usually around. Last night’s was a doozy.

I was at some kind of amusement park or kid friendly place, and I was in a wading pool, and there was this young man working there, about 20, and he was talking to me, and he seemed interested. He got closer and closer, and soon we were wrapped around each other in the pool.

I took him back to my house, it was empty. Somewhere along the way, we had picked up a blond, a little older than me, and really hot. We were all pretty drunk, we must have found her at a party or something. We started to make out, and my clothes were removed. The blond was urging the guy to go down on me, and she was taking her clothes off in the corner of the room. As he was headed downtown, the door flies open, and it’s my son. Then my daughter is there. I tell them to leave and shut the door, and they leave, but the door is open, and my oldest daughter comes to see what is going on. She leaves, and then the X comes down, looks at me, shakes his head, and shuts the door.

Everyone gets dressed and leaves. I know I’m in big trouble, and that I’m going to have to deal with the kids seeing that behavior. I go into the kitchen, and the X tells me I’m irresponsible and that he will deal with it, because I’m not to be trusted. There was a weird thing about food in there too, but I don’t remember. I pointed out that they weren’t supposed to be there, so technically, it wasn’t my fault. I walked into the living room, and the kids were there. The X asked me to talk to them (like he always does) and I said I would.

My mind raced, trying to figure out what would be the best way to explain to the them what was going on.