I’ve been having dreams about the x and sex. Not always sex with him, but he’s usually around. Last night’s was a doozy.
I was at some kind of amusement park or kid friendly place, and I was in a wading pool, and there was this young man working there, about 20, and he was talking to me, and he seemed interested. He got closer and closer, and soon we were wrapped around each other in the pool.
I took him back to my house, it was empty. Somewhere along the way, we had picked up a blond, a little older than me, and really hot. We were all pretty drunk, we must have found her at a party or something. We started to make out, and my clothes were removed. The blond was urging the guy to go down on me, and she was taking her clothes off in the corner of the room. As he was headed downtown, the door flies open, and it’s my son. Then my daughter is there. I tell them to leave and shut the door, and they leave, but the door is open, and my oldest daughter comes to see what is going on. She leaves, and then the X comes down, looks at me, shakes his head, and shuts the door.
Everyone gets dressed and leaves. I know I’m in big trouble, and that I’m going to have to deal with the kids seeing that behavior. I go into the kitchen, and the X tells me I’m irresponsible and that he will deal with it, because I’m not to be trusted. There was a weird thing about food in there too, but I don’t remember. I pointed out that they weren’t supposed to be there, so technically, it wasn’t my fault. I walked into the living room, and the kids were there. The X asked me to talk to them (like he always does) and I said I would.
My mind raced, trying to figure out what would be the best way to explain to the them what was going on.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
OU Party
I had one yesterday about being at OU for a celebration of the university's anniversary, and it was a big party and everyone was dressing up in weird ways. Rachel and I needed the bathroom, so we walked into a building, and finally found a restroom, but with two doors. We couldn't tell which one was the girls and which was the boys, so we camped out in front until some guy went into one. We went into the restroom, it was all nasty looking and painted yellow. I've never been to a nice restroom in my dreams.
Monday, July 20, 2009
group and fast food
I had to get these down before I forgot them completely. As it is now, they are just small snippets.
I had a dream I was in a big bed with four people. The stalker, one other woman, and a super hot ex. We were all rolling around together, and stalker was touching me, but when it came time to actually go, I really wanted the ex as opposed to the stalker. He really wanted me too. We went for a while, with the stalker providing assistance. We finished, and lay there recovering, and round two was being planned. We started again, with both men giving me attention, and once again, when it came time to go, I turned to the ex, and he was more than willing to help me out. We both knew that it was a special situation, and it wouldn’t be happening again, but we had to tolerate the stalker in order for it to happen.
I think the other dream was about shopping or something. I remember that it was interesting, but I was really more interested in holding on to the previous dream because it was so hot.
I was hanging out with the mfx, his mother, and the kids. It was time to feed them, so I was taking them to Taco Bell or something, and his mom was in the back of the car. She lost it for some reason, and was really mad. I went and told mfx his mom had lost it, and he kind of rolled his eyes, and came to go with us. We stopped at the burger place across the street, and they kept telling everyone that sonic had half priced burgers. So we rode on.
I had a dream I was in a big bed with four people. The stalker, one other woman, and a super hot ex. We were all rolling around together, and stalker was touching me, but when it came time to actually go, I really wanted the ex as opposed to the stalker. He really wanted me too. We went for a while, with the stalker providing assistance. We finished, and lay there recovering, and round two was being planned. We started again, with both men giving me attention, and once again, when it came time to go, I turned to the ex, and he was more than willing to help me out. We both knew that it was a special situation, and it wouldn’t be happening again, but we had to tolerate the stalker in order for it to happen.
I think the other dream was about shopping or something. I remember that it was interesting, but I was really more interested in holding on to the previous dream because it was so hot.
I was hanging out with the mfx, his mother, and the kids. It was time to feed them, so I was taking them to Taco Bell or something, and his mom was in the back of the car. She lost it for some reason, and was really mad. I went and told mfx his mom had lost it, and he kind of rolled his eyes, and came to go with us. We stopped at the burger place across the street, and they kept telling everyone that sonic had half priced burgers. So we rode on.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Yummy
Little snippets of dreams, since I woke in a panic to get to work on time.
email from Goomdah that was super urgent. The subject line was something like “Are you there!”
*********************
I was talking with an older guy, and he brought his daughter (older than me) to my room and proposed to me. We had met once, and hadn’t really done anything other than talk a few times. I kept pointing out that he didn’t know me, but he seemed fine with that, and his daughter was really supportive. They were having some family reunion event, so I was asking questions about their family, and the were religious, etc. I remember thinking that they had no idea who I was, since I was atheist and ambisexual.
After that, I was staying in a hotel with the children, the youngest was with me. It was a really nice hotel, and there was an adjoining room. The couple in the adjoining room was HOT. Both of them were hot, but I was super focused on the guy, who was tall, dark, and looked like a walking perfume ad. She was walking around in just a T shirt, and he was walking around in just pants. They had a child, it was a turtle. We met because the turtle child wanted to swim in our big tub in our room. It swam around with a folded up washrag on it’s back. I didn’t understand why, but it was enjoying itself. The parents were in and out checking on the turtle. They left to go somewhere, and the kid came out of the tub and morphed into a lion cub, which made perfect sense at the time, and I was already aware that outside of the tub, the kid was a lion cub.
My mom was driving me and the kids cross-country. Someone spilled or something, and mom looked back to see what was going on, and went off the road going pretty fast, but it went into this side lane that led to a really narrow door that went into a hotel. I remember asking her if she thought the van would fit into the door. We just barely fit. We stopped in a carpeted lobby, and this was ok, apparently. The kids piled out of the car, and someone spilled a coke on this small set of carpeted stairs, and we went to clean it up, kind of frantically. As I was cleaning, I looked up, and gorgeous guy from 3 was there, seeking me out for a rendezvous. He helped me clean up the mess. We went into a conference room, someone (I believe his wife) was there for a beauty pageant, or some such thing, which was high stress and audition based. She was prepared, but it seemed like the cards were stacked against her.
I was upstairs in this new hotel, in my room, with all of the kids. Once again, the hotness was next door to us. Then Trouble was on the same floor. He told me that he’d been calling and texting. I checked my phone and it had 13 texts from him, all pretty repetitive, saying things like “are you there” and “room 213.” I could see him or hear him somehow, he was in a hotel room, talking to some friends and drinking beer, completely cutting up. It was fun to watch him. I responded to the text, but it was like he was talking to me at the same time. He said now was the time, and I had to come and meet him in his room. The kids were awake and watching tv, and I said that perhaps now wasn’t the time. He then said maybe we should meet at night, and I explained the kids stay up late, so perhaps the afternoon was best, especially since the hotties next door could be back up.
I went to his room to meet him, and I got him naked, and the place where I bit him last time (on his lower abdomen, by the hip) was all nasty and bruised. I pointed it out to him, just in case he didn’t know, and he said that it was me that had the dark bruise, and I looked down, and I did. He had just the lightest of teeth marks.
I think that’s when I woke up and realize that I was late for work. I woke up with a mind full of Trouble.
For giggles, I looked at dream interpretation:
To see young lions, could denote new enterprises, which will bring success if properly attended.
For a young woman to dream of young lions, could denote new and fascinating lovers.
To dream of seeing turtles, signifies that an unusual incident will cause you enjoyment, and improve your business conditions. It also indicates a bright change if you 'come out of your shell'.
To dream of seeing a fine hotel, indicates wealth and travel.
If you dream of contracting a marriage, you might have unpleasant news from the absent.
For a young woman to dream that she is a bride, and unhappy or indifferent, foretells disappointments in love. She should be careful of her conduct, as enemies are near her.
email from Goomdah that was super urgent. The subject line was something like “Are you there!”
*********************
I was talking with an older guy, and he brought his daughter (older than me) to my room and proposed to me. We had met once, and hadn’t really done anything other than talk a few times. I kept pointing out that he didn’t know me, but he seemed fine with that, and his daughter was really supportive. They were having some family reunion event, so I was asking questions about their family, and the were religious, etc. I remember thinking that they had no idea who I was, since I was atheist and ambisexual.
After that, I was staying in a hotel with the children, the youngest was with me. It was a really nice hotel, and there was an adjoining room. The couple in the adjoining room was HOT. Both of them were hot, but I was super focused on the guy, who was tall, dark, and looked like a walking perfume ad. She was walking around in just a T shirt, and he was walking around in just pants. They had a child, it was a turtle. We met because the turtle child wanted to swim in our big tub in our room. It swam around with a folded up washrag on it’s back. I didn’t understand why, but it was enjoying itself. The parents were in and out checking on the turtle. They left to go somewhere, and the kid came out of the tub and morphed into a lion cub, which made perfect sense at the time, and I was already aware that outside of the tub, the kid was a lion cub.
My mom was driving me and the kids cross-country. Someone spilled or something, and mom looked back to see what was going on, and went off the road going pretty fast, but it went into this side lane that led to a really narrow door that went into a hotel. I remember asking her if she thought the van would fit into the door. We just barely fit. We stopped in a carpeted lobby, and this was ok, apparently. The kids piled out of the car, and someone spilled a coke on this small set of carpeted stairs, and we went to clean it up, kind of frantically. As I was cleaning, I looked up, and gorgeous guy from 3 was there, seeking me out for a rendezvous. He helped me clean up the mess. We went into a conference room, someone (I believe his wife) was there for a beauty pageant, or some such thing, which was high stress and audition based. She was prepared, but it seemed like the cards were stacked against her.
I was upstairs in this new hotel, in my room, with all of the kids. Once again, the hotness was next door to us. Then Trouble was on the same floor. He told me that he’d been calling and texting. I checked my phone and it had 13 texts from him, all pretty repetitive, saying things like “are you there” and “room 213.” I could see him or hear him somehow, he was in a hotel room, talking to some friends and drinking beer, completely cutting up. It was fun to watch him. I responded to the text, but it was like he was talking to me at the same time. He said now was the time, and I had to come and meet him in his room. The kids were awake and watching tv, and I said that perhaps now wasn’t the time. He then said maybe we should meet at night, and I explained the kids stay up late, so perhaps the afternoon was best, especially since the hotties next door could be back up.
I went to his room to meet him, and I got him naked, and the place where I bit him last time (on his lower abdomen, by the hip) was all nasty and bruised. I pointed it out to him, just in case he didn’t know, and he said that it was me that had the dark bruise, and I looked down, and I did. He had just the lightest of teeth marks.
I think that’s when I woke up and realize that I was late for work. I woke up with a mind full of Trouble.
For giggles, I looked at dream interpretation:
To see young lions, could denote new enterprises, which will bring success if properly attended.
For a young woman to dream of young lions, could denote new and fascinating lovers.
To dream of seeing turtles, signifies that an unusual incident will cause you enjoyment, and improve your business conditions. It also indicates a bright change if you 'come out of your shell'.
To dream of seeing a fine hotel, indicates wealth and travel.
If you dream of contracting a marriage, you might have unpleasant news from the absent.
For a young woman to dream that she is a bride, and unhappy or indifferent, foretells disappointments in love. She should be careful of her conduct, as enemies are near her.
Monday, July 6, 2009
Bats in the Belfrey
Saturday’s dream:
I have the best dreams when I can sleep in; they always seem to be interesting and sexy.
This dream starred a previous classmate of mine. We were classmates again, and we were sitting in a theatre. It looked similar to the theatre at my old elementary school, with blonde wood folding chairs, a raised proscenium stage, and red velour curtains. I was sitting next to him, and he leaned in closely and said that he liked me. I wasn’t sure I had heard him correctly, since I didn’t expect to hear that. He leaned forward and spoke into my ear: I like you. I knew what he meant. I threw my arms around him, and said that I liked him too, but I was sure he didn’t. I kissed him, and began to unfold my personality in front of him (figuratively). I became a joyous, hyper sexual, confident woman, who was going to get him alone and naked as soon as possible. We were both really glad to be together.
We decided to go off to a dance club for some reason. I think it was because IF had gone ahead. We got there, a group of us girls, hoping to dance with him. He wasn’t on the floor when we got there. I wandered around the floor looking for him, and found him sitting to the side with a friend. He motioned me over, and we sat talking for a while. I updated him on the situation with the classmate, and both IF and I were happy to be talking to each other.
A girl came to me and told me there were bats in the theatre. I told her that there are usually bats in theatres. I told her about the bat in the theatre at OSU. But I knew that we may be teaching in the theatre, so I went to check it out. I saw the bat, it was asleep up in the fly rail, so I wasn’t really concerned about it, but then I saw about four bats. I asked my classmate/lover if we were having class in there, and he said they hadn’t replaced the lecturer for that class, so no clue. They had cancelled the intro classes for the term. I was thinking about going for the job, and classmate and I talked about whether or not the class could make at this point.
I have the best dreams when I can sleep in; they always seem to be interesting and sexy.
This dream starred a previous classmate of mine. We were classmates again, and we were sitting in a theatre. It looked similar to the theatre at my old elementary school, with blonde wood folding chairs, a raised proscenium stage, and red velour curtains. I was sitting next to him, and he leaned in closely and said that he liked me. I wasn’t sure I had heard him correctly, since I didn’t expect to hear that. He leaned forward and spoke into my ear: I like you. I knew what he meant. I threw my arms around him, and said that I liked him too, but I was sure he didn’t. I kissed him, and began to unfold my personality in front of him (figuratively). I became a joyous, hyper sexual, confident woman, who was going to get him alone and naked as soon as possible. We were both really glad to be together.
We decided to go off to a dance club for some reason. I think it was because IF had gone ahead. We got there, a group of us girls, hoping to dance with him. He wasn’t on the floor when we got there. I wandered around the floor looking for him, and found him sitting to the side with a friend. He motioned me over, and we sat talking for a while. I updated him on the situation with the classmate, and both IF and I were happy to be talking to each other.
A girl came to me and told me there were bats in the theatre. I told her that there are usually bats in theatres. I told her about the bat in the theatre at OSU. But I knew that we may be teaching in the theatre, so I went to check it out. I saw the bat, it was asleep up in the fly rail, so I wasn’t really concerned about it, but then I saw about four bats. I asked my classmate/lover if we were having class in there, and he said they hadn’t replaced the lecturer for that class, so no clue. They had cancelled the intro classes for the term. I was thinking about going for the job, and classmate and I talked about whether or not the class could make at this point.
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